Sunday, April 26, 2009

"Savior of the World Slide Show"

I have very mixed emotions about the end of our production! I have come to enjoy so much the members of the cast and being around such marvelous talent and such an abundance of the spirit. I will have to do like 5 hours of scripture study and prayer to make up for now losing that time every night to have the spirit so strong! LOL!
It has been such an honor and great privilege to play the role of Mary Magdalene! I have come closer to my Savior and am a better person for being a part of this production! The other thing I loved is getting to greet the audience after and know they had felt the spirit and been touched! I love that! Knowing someone else can gain something from my testimony and performance! I hope they felt my love for my Savior! I have grown to appreciate so much what he has done for me and for all of us! I have had the opportunity to read and study so many times the accounts of the Savior's life, death,and Resurrection! I have also enjoyed reading excerpts from "Jesus the Christ" by Talmage. Wow, what a great insight to the scriptures and history! I absolutely am making it a goal to read that book from cover to cover! I have loved being a missionary through the talents God has given me! I thank Him every day for the abundant blessings I have been given! Please enjoy this slide show of photos from the production! Being a part of it has been so rewarding and so important for me! With Love

Friday, April 24, 2009

Thoughts from my experience in the "Savior of the World" Production

Cast members, Production Crew, Friends, Visitors-

It has been such an honor to work with so many wonderful people these last few months on a beautiful and much needed production. I have seen many versions of "Savior of the World" but being a part of it all this time has greatly left an imprint on my heart! From auditions through these last days of performances, there has always been evident the sweet feelings of the Spirit. I am so thankful that President Holland went to the Lord to seek approval and confirmation that this production was supposed to happen!
Ever since I read the cast list, I have been so emotional. I have been honored and have felt a little inadequate to be portraying Mary Magdalene. I guess I feel comfort in knowing she was not perfect, as I am not perfect, but was still so very close to our Savior! As I have taken the time to read and study the scriptural accounts of the events of Jesus' life and of our Savior visiting the people's of the Americas in 3 Nephi, I have learned so much about our Savior! I have read these passages before but as we all know, each time we read this wonderful history we learn more! He is so compassionate and loving, even in His last moments on the cross, "Father Forgive them, for they know not what they do(Luke 23:34)", to the repentant thieve next to Him on the cross, "Verily I say unto thee, To day shalt thou be with me in paradise(Luke 23:40-43)". In the visiting of the Americas, Had had compassion on them and tarried a little longer to bless the children and the sick and afflicted. He suffered more than any of us will ever know! We cannot even imagine the pain and agony He experienced in the Garden of Gethsemane, or on the cross of calvary. One so perfect, without sin, yet sent to die among the sinners, but how glorious was the day of His resurrection!
As I kneel at the opening of the tomb, I think of not only my Savior, but of my loved ones who have passed on before. I think of the longing I have to see them again, and just talk with them, embrace them. The words in "Where is He this Morn" tell the story and the feelings of Mary so well. " Where is He who walked with us?, ...Where is He who knelt alone? Who for us did bleed. Where is He who Gave HIS life, for our cause to Plead?..." He said "Look on Me, Follow Me, Come to Me, I am the way?...Where is He who dried the tears of the suffering soul? Where is He who stayed our Fears, He who made us Whole? He who healed the broken heart, He who calmed the Storm. He who came to Save us All..."! You can see why it is so hard to keep the tears back when you apply these words to your own life, or maybe the lives of those you love who are suffering or have gone astray, or even those who have not had the opportunity to hear and accept the Gospel!
I have many favorite parts of the show: when the angel Gabriel appears to Mary, when she says, "Behold the Handmaid of the Lord...", when she sings "I will praise His name", when the shepherds see the star and hear the angels proclamation of the Savior's birth, when doubtful Thomas sees the Lord and feels the prints in His hands, in the finale, and so many more very powerful moments. My favorite, when I turn and see the Savior standing there. Will I really know His voice when He calls my name? And then to go rejoicing that He has risen again and tell all the world! This is my mission, our mission on this earth, to testify of Him through our actions, words, music and powerful productions such as "Savior of the World"! I am so grateful for this opportunity, and to have met so many wonderful people in this great valley! You have all touched my heart and shared your testimonies so willingly! I pray there may be another chance to put on this production again! I have been felt from many that this performance is reaching the hearts.
I know without a shadow of a doubt that God lives and that He and Jesus Christ appeared to Joseph in the sacred grove, restoring the Gospel on the earth. I have a testimony of the truthfulness of the scriptures, for what we can learn from them. I know that President Monson is called of God to lead us in this day, and am so grateful for him and his wisdom. I have a testimony of the Power of Prayer, it is our gift to talk with the Lord through Prayer. I have a testimony of Temples and the great work done within those walls, that families can and will be together forever. I am grateful for a husband who has the power of the priesthood and for my two girls! How much I love them. Finally, I know that my Redeemer lives, that he suffered for me and for all, so we could have the opportunity to receive mortal bodies, be tried and tested to see if we will do all things He asks of us. That He broke the bands of death so we would live forever with Him in celestial glory through repentance and obedience to His commandments. I know He knows each of us by name and pray when He calls mine that I will be ready, to hear and know my shepherds voice. May we always bear testimony and praise God for the great gift of His Son, our Brother and Savior, in the name of Him, even Jesus Christ, Amen!

With Love

Monday, April 6, 2009

General Conference Highlights



Wow, what a fabulous weekend and how wonderful it was to hear from the leaders of the Church. I don't know about you but conference to me gets better each and every time. Here are some of my favorite highlights from Conference:

Elder Hales- Quorum of the Twelve- "Provident Living"1. We need to learn to say "We can't afford it" or if we have some extra money, "We can afford it, but don't need it"!
2. We need to teach and help our children learn provident living:
a. Through Fast Offerings and Tithing
b. Holding Family Budget and Family Council Meetings
c. Teach them to not satisfy immediate wants but ask "Is this temporary or will it have a lasting affect?"
3. What we should be seeking for is what only Heavenly Father can give: His love, blessings, companionship of the Holy Ghost, etc.
4. The appetite for worldly things can only be overcome by turning to the Savior!!!!!

President Henry B. Eyring- 1st Counselor- "Overcoming trials and life challenges"1. He assured us that Heavenly Father and the Savior do live and love ALL humanity!
2. Our trials show their infinite love for us. WE chose to come and experience mortality to learn and grow and be tested to see if we would do all things that Gos asks of us!
3. He talked about the Savior's suffering for us. He came to earth to learn for himself what it would be like for us so he would be able to help us in our time of need!
4. He recalled the conversation of the Lord and Prophet Joseph Smith while in Liberty Jail: "...Thine affliction shall be but a small moment...and if thou endure it well, God shall exalt thee on high..."

Elder Scott- Quorum of the Twelve- "Temples"
How we can gain more through temple attendance:
1. While participating in ordinances think about your relationship with God and Jesus.
2. Be grateful for the blessings of the temple.
3. Take time to learn and understand the ordinances and symbolism, especially the importance of the Atonement.
4. Take off your watch when entering the temple (I thought it was interesting that he said this because this was something I already do, so I am not tempted to rush through my temple time and think only on why I am there)!
5. Everything cannot be understood by going once, we need to return many times.
6. Watch and really listen to the spirit as you participate. Participate in all parts of temple worship.

and my favorite: Elder Holland- Quorum of the Twelve- "Reflecting on Easter and Last week of the Savior's Life"
1. Recognize the importance and special gift of our Savior for us. Because Jesus walked the path alone we do not have to. He will not leave us comfortless. I did not right much down because it was so powerful, but he did talk about why God had to briefly depart from the Savior during his suffering, because Jesus had to be able for that moment to feel what mankind would feel upon committing awful sins! I am sure it was hard for Heavenly Father to watch His son suffer so much, but it had to be done. Jesus said "Be of Good Cheer for I have overcome the World"!

I really loved this talk and it has urged me to take this week and read and ponder the last week of our Savior's life. How on Palm Sunday he entered Jerusalem being praised with shouts of "Hosanna" and then so quickly His followers, even those who knew His touch and loved Him most would betray Him and deny they knew Him! I wonder, "Am I among those who would deny Him or one who would die with Him?"

I also note there were many other wonderful talks about the sacredness of Temples, that Faith and Fear cannot coincide, we need to be faithful and exact in our obedience to the Lord and His commandments. Talks about being missionaries and declaring the voice of warning to our neighbors. We should, when proclaiming the Gospel: 1. Declare our belief in Jesus Christ and His Atonement, 2. Tell in our own words the story of the First Vision, and 3. Testify of the Book of Mormon and the restoration of the Priesthood through Heavenly Messengers. (Talk given by Elder Perry- Quorum of the Twelve.)I also loved the strong words our apostles and prophet had for those who participate in the flaunting of Holy and sacred things to the world and also those who participate in pornography and other evils of the Internet! President Monson said, "Pornography will literally kill the Spirit. If you have been involved with this, CEASE NOW!" He also gave us a word of caution: Try to avoid the subtleties of Satan, especially when it comes to the Internet!

Times are very hard for many right now, the world is troubled and there is a lot of corruption on all sides. We are simply to trust in the Lord and know that all things are to be fulfilled that have been prophesied since the beginning of time. WE need to be faithful and believing. We may not escape persecution or illness or death, that is part of this mortal probation period, but we will be saved in the Kingdom of God if we are faithful and endure to the end! I KNOW this to be true! Sometimes when things seem like the world is ending I have to remind myself, but I know God is there and knows EACH of HIS Sons and daughters!

What an awesome conference weekend! I love this Gospel and the HOPE it provides in dark times! With all my love to my readers, thank you and God Bless!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Teaching True Doctrine


1st Counselor in the First Presidency

There has been a war between light and darkness, between good and evil, since before the world was created. The battle still rages, and the casualties seem to be increasing. All of us have family members we love who are being buffeted by the forces of the destroyer, who would make all of God’s children miserable. For many of us, there have been sleepless nights. We have tried to add every force for good we can to the powers swirling around the people who are at risk. We have loved them. We have set the best example we could. We have pled in prayer for them. A wise prophet long ago gave us counsel about another force which we may at times underestimate and thus use too little.

Alma was the leader of a people faced with destruction by ferocious enemies. In the face of that danger, he could not do everything, so he had to choose. He could have built fortifications or trained armies or created armaments. But his only hope of victory was to get God’s help, and for that he knew the people must repent. And so he chose to try one spiritual thing first: “And now, as the preaching of the word had a great tendency to lead the people to do that which was just—yea, it had had more powerful effect upon the minds of the people than the sword, or anything else, which had happened unto them—therefore Alma thought it was expedient that they should try the virtue of the word of God” (Alma 31:5).

Opening Minds and Hearts
The word of God is the doctrine taught by Jesus Christ and by His prophets. Alma knew that words of doctrine have great power. They can open the minds of people to see spiritual things not visible to the natural eye. And they can open hearts to feelings of the love of God and a love for truth. The Savior drew on both of those sources of power, to open our eyes and open hearts, in the 18th section of the Doctrine and Covenants as He taught His doctrine to those whom He wanted to serve Him as missionaries. As you listen, think of that young man in your family now wavering in preparing himself for a mission. Here is how the Master taught two of His servants and how you might teach His doctrine to the young man you love:

“And now, Oliver Cowdery, I speak unto you, and also unto David Whitmer, by the way of commandment; for, behold, I command all men everywhere to repent, and I speak unto you, even as unto Paul mine apostle, for you are called even with that same calling with which he was called.

“Remember the worth of souls is great in the sight of God” (D&C 18:9–10).

He begins by saying how much He trusts them. Then He draws their hearts to Him by saying how much His Father and He love every soul. He next goes to the foundation of His doctrine. He describes how much we have cause to love Him:

“For, behold, the Lord your Redeemer suffered death in the flesh; wherefore he suffered the pain of all men, that all men might repent and come unto him.

“And he hath risen again from the dead, that he might bring all men unto him, on conditions of repentance.

“And how great is his joy in the soul that repenteth!” (D&C 18:11–13).

Having given the doctrine of His mission to open their hearts, He gives them His command: “Wherefore, you are called to cry repentance unto this people” (D&C 18:14).

Finally, He opens their eyes to see beyond the veil. He takes them and us to a future existence, described in the great plan of salvation, where we may yet be. He tells us of wonderful associations, worth giving our all to enjoy:

“And if it so be that you should labor all your days in crying repentance unto this people, and bring, save it be one soul unto me, how great shall be your joy with him in the kingdom of my Father!

“And now, if your joy will be great with one soul that you have brought unto me into the kingdom of my Father, how great will be your joy if you should bring many souls unto me!” (D&C 18:15–16).

In those few passages, He teaches doctrine to open our hearts to His love. And He teaches doctrine to open our eyes to see spiritual realities, invisible to any mind not illuminated by the Spirit of Truth.

How We Must Teach
The need to open eyes and hearts tells us how we must teach doctrine. Doctrine gains its power as the Holy Ghost confirms that it is true. We prepare those we teach, as best we can, to receive the quiet promptings of the still, small voice. That takes at least some faith in Jesus Christ. It takes at least some humility, some willingness to surrender to the Savior’s will for us. The person you would help may have little of either, but you can urge that he or she desire to believe. More than that, you can take confidence from another of the powers of doctrine. Truth can prepare its own way. Simply hearing the words of doctrine can plant the seed of faith in the heart. And even a tiny seed of faith in Jesus Christ invites the Spirit.

We have more control over our own preparation. We feast on the word of God in the scriptures and study the words of the living prophets. We fast and pray to invite the Spirit for ourselves and the person we would teach.

Because we need the Holy Ghost, we must be cautious and careful not to go beyond teaching true doctrine. The Holy Ghost is the Spirit of Truth. His confirmation is invited by our avoiding speculation or personal interpretation. That can be hard to do. You love the person you are trying to influence. He or she may have ignored the doctrine previously heard. It is tempting to try something new or sensational. But we invite the Holy Ghost as our companion when we are careful to teach only true doctrine.

One of the surest ways to avoid even getting near false doctrine is to choose to be simple in our teaching. Safety is gained by that simplicity, and little is lost. We know that because the Savior has told us to teach the most important doctrine to little children. Listen to His command: “And again, inasmuch as parents have children in Zion, or in any of her stakes which are organized, that teach them not to understand the doctrine of repentance, faith in Christ the Son of the living God, and of baptism and the gift of the Holy Ghost by the laying on of the hands, when eight years old, the sin be upon the heads of the parents” (D&C 68:25).

We can teach even a child to understand the doctrine of Jesus Christ. It is therefore possible, with God’s help, to teach the saving doctrine simply.

Begin Early
We have the greatest opportunity with the young. The best time to teach is early, while children are still immune to the temptations of their mortal enemy and long before the words of truth may be harder for them to hear in the noise of their personal struggles.

A wise parent would never miss a chance to gather children together to learn of the doctrine of Jesus Christ. Such moments are so rare in comparison with the efforts of the enemy. For every hour the power of doctrine is introduced into a child’s life, there may be hundreds of hours of messages and images denying or ignoring the saving truths.

The question should not be whether we are too tired to prepare to teach doctrine or whether it would be better to draw a child closer by just having fun or whether the child is beginning to think that we preach too much. The question must be, “With so little time and so few opportunities, what words of doctrine from me will fortify them against the attacks on their faith which are sure to come?” The words you speak today may be the ones they remember. And today will soon be gone.

The years pass, we teach the doctrine the best we can, and yet some still do not respond. There is sorrow in that. But there is hope in the scriptural record of families. Think of Alma the Younger and Enos. In their moments of crisis, they remembered the words of their fathers, words of the doctrine of Jesus Christ (see Enos 1:1–4; Alma 36:16–19). It saved them. Your teaching of that sacred doctrine will be remembered.

The Lasting Effects of Teaching
Two doubts may creep into your mind. You may wonder if you know the doctrine well enough to teach it. And if you have already tried to teach it, you may wonder why you can’t see much of good effect.

In my own family there is a story of a young woman who had the courage to start to teach doctrine when she was only a new convert with little education. The fact that the effects of her teaching haven’t ended gives me patience to wait for the fruits of my own efforts.

Mary Bommeli was my great-grandmother. I never met her. Her granddaughter heard her tell her story and wrote it down.

Mary was born in 1830. The missionaries taught her family in Switzerland when she was 24. She was still living at home, weaving and selling cloth to help support her family on their small farm. When the family heard the doctrine of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ, they knew it was true. They were baptized. Mary’s brothers were called on missions, going without purse or scrip. The rest of the family sold their possessions to go to America to gather with the Saints.

There was not enough money for all to go. Mary volunteered to stay behind because she felt she could earn enough from her weaving to support herself and save for her passage. She found her way to Berlin and to the home of a woman who hired her to weave cloth for the family’s clothing. She lived in a servant’s room and set up her loom in the living area of the home.

It was against the law then to teach the doctrine of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints in Berlin. But Mary could not keep the good news to herself. The woman of the house and her friends would gather around the loom to hear the Swiss girl teach. She talked about the appearance of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ to Joseph Smith, of the visitation of angels, and of the Book of Mormon. When she came to the accounts of Alma, she taught the doctrine of the Resurrection.

That caused some problems with her weaving. In those days many children died very young. The women around the loom had lost children in death, some of them several children. When Mary taught the truth that little children were heirs of the celestial kingdom and that those women might again be with them and with the Savior and our Heavenly Father, tears rolled down the faces of the women. Mary cried too. All those tears falling got the cloth wet that Mary had woven.

Mary’s teaching created a more serious problem. Even though Mary begged the women not to talk about what she told them, they did. They shared the joyous doctrine with their friends. So one night there was a knock at the door. It was the police. They took Mary off to jail. On the way she asked the policeman for the name of the judge she was to appear before the next morning. She asked if he had a family. She asked if he was a good father and a good husband. The policeman smiled as he described the judge as a man of the world.

At the jail Mary asked for a pencil and some paper. She wrote a letter to the judge. She wrote about the Resurrection of Jesus Christ as described in the Book of Mormon, about the spirit world, and about how long the judge would have to think and to consider his life before facing the final judgment. She wrote that she knew he had much to repent of which would break his family’s heart and bring him great sorrow. She wrote through the night. In the morning she asked the policeman to take her letter to the judge. He did.

Later the policeman was summoned by the judge to his office. The letter Mary had written was irrefutable evidence that she was teaching the gospel and so breaking the law. Nevertheless, it wasn’t long until the policeman came back to Mary’s cell. He told her that all charges were dismissed and that she was free to go. Her teaching the doctrine of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ had opened eyes and hearts enough to get her cast into jail. And her declaring the doctrine of repentance to the judge got her cast out of jail.1

Shaping Your Descendants
The teaching of Mary Bommeli touched more than those women around the loom and the judge. My father, her grandson, talked to me during the nights as he approached death. He spoke of joyous reunions that were coming soon in the spirit world. I could almost see the bright sunlight and the smiles in that place of paradise as he talked about it with such assurance.

At one point I asked him if he had some repenting to do. He smiled. He chuckled softly as he said, “No, Hal, I’ve been repenting as I went along.” The doctrine of paradise that Mary Bommeli taught those women was real to her grandson. And even the doctrine Mary taught the judge had shaped my father’s life for good. That will not be the end of Mary Bommeli’s teaching. The record of her words will send true doctrine to generations of her family yet unborn. Because she believed that even a new convert knew enough doctrine to teach it, the minds and hearts of her descendants will be opened, and they will be strengthened in the battle.

Your descendants will teach doctrine to each other because you taught it. Doctrine can more than open minds to spiritual things and hearts to the love of God. When that doctrine brings joy and peace, it also has the power to open mouths. Like those women in Berlin, your descendants will not be able to keep the good news to themselves.

I am grateful to live in a time when we and our families have the fulness of the gospel restored. I am grateful for the Savior’s mission of love for us and for the words of life which He has given us. I pray that we may share those words with those we love. I testify that God our Father lives and loves all His children. Jesus Christ is His Only Begotten Son in the flesh and our Savior. I know that He is risen, and I know that we can be washed clean through obedience to the laws and ordinances of the gospel of Jesus Christ.